I’m ugly crying!! Are you too?
It’s cold, it’s dark, and I am sitting in a room all by myself. Tears are flowing down my cheeks like a river flows during a hard rain fast, and hard. I am at my lowest of my life. I feel like I am going to break at any moment. I don’t know where to go, or who to talk to. I didn’t even realize that I changed.
When did I start to change? Who am I?
The ugly cry has begun! You know that one where you are red in the face, and you are almost hiccupping, as you cry. I can’t stop the rocking it has become so violent. I am finding solace, however small it is. How do I get back to who I used to be?
I can’t take it any longer!
Where am I going to find the strength? How am I going to support, and provide for my children? I have lost everything that was familiar to me. As, it slowly melts away like ice, so has my dreams, my desires, everything I ever wanted, it’s all gone. He changed me. I have only just realized. I am beyond recognizable me. How did that happen? When did it happen? I don’t know the specifics all I know is that I am no longer that same person, as I was in my early twenties!
Does this story resignate with you?
Now is the time to pick your self back up, dust yourself off, and start the journey of finding yourself. The new you! Get out there, find your circle, your sisterhood, and your friends whom you can talk to, and share your secrets, and not be judged. There is no time like the present than to take time out for you. Yes, you deserve it!